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[24 Sep 2006|11:33pm] |
Yesterday I went to the mall with Jess and got moustaches.
Today I did nothing, except realize I lost my moustache.
FUCK.
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[21 Sep 2006|09:51pm] |
Today I had ISS which was actually kinda fun cause Joe, Harold, and I goofed around all day and the teacher didn't care.
Then I went home, had noodles, and I got a letter from Ray in the mail. It was cute :).
After that I called Papa Gino's and went there. They hired me. I start next week :).
It was a pretty cool day.
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[19 Sep 2006|11:57pm] |
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I can't stop crying right now. I miss Ray so much, I can't stand this anymore. It's been a week since I saw him and I'm already going crazy. I wanted his ac/dc sweatshirt that he gave me, and idk where I left it so I started searching everywhere for it like 40 minutes ago and I can't find it. I want his sweatshirt so bad right now, I don't even know why. I hate this so much.
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[13 Sep 2006|02:55pm] |
I hate school.
I'm not going back.
And when I go back tomorrow, I'll be pissed that I gave up on not going back.
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[10 Sep 2006|10:47pm] |
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Today was amazing. I love Ray so much. And Jill :).
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[10 Sep 2006|01:08am] |
Today I applied to Papa Ginos.
Tomorrow I get to see Ray.
Fucking sweet.
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[05 Sep 2006|11:24pm] |
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Today was cool. I got Stacy's chips. And Sarah and I went Hello Kitty crazy in Marshalls. We got HK jewelry boxes that you decorate with stickers and stuff. It was cool. And I got a bunch of shit from claires. It was a cool day.
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[31 Aug 2006|06:54pm] |
Today wasn't so easy. Tricia and I woke up, got Ray and Melanie and then went out to breakfast. After that we just hung out until we had to drive to the airport. It was really hard seeing him go. I know he'll be better off though. I'll miss him.
After that we dropped off Melanie at home, and Tricia and I went to the mall. She bought me lots of stuff. It was cool. Tricia can be the coolest person.
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[30 Aug 2006|11:48pm] |
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He's leaving tomorrow. I can't stop crying.
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[30 Aug 2006|12:08am] |
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I got back from Vermont today. Considering I had no computer and hardly any cellphone service for 3 days it was pretty cool. Mariam and I made up a llama call that actually worked. And we took pictures with llamas.
When I got back Ray told me he's going to Florida. Now he's not sure. He could potentially be gone till April. That's the latest his family will stay in Florida till. But I don't know, we went online and figured out Lori could get $662 in food stamps per month so that could help the rent and food sitchuation a lot. Which Raymond's mom isn't really helping with. I don't know what's best for him. If he goes back to Florida, I'll miss him so much. It's not that long of a time, but it really is. By then I'd be like a month from my license and almost out of school. It seems so long to be without him. :(.
I guess today is the day I officially started looking at colleges. I looked at an SMFA brochure, and then went on their website and found out about their graphic design courses. I think I'm going to start building a portfolio this year.
Idk. Today kinda sucked. I don't want to lose Ray :(.
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[18 Aug 2006|11:02pm] |
So yesterday Tricia, Ray, and myself went shopping. Tricia bought him a bunch of clothes. I got him tunnels so he could take that fucking taper out of his ear. And I think I lost his taper. Don't tell him that though :(. Wait no, he lost it, lol now I remember. Well I got these plugs that I've wanted forever. And now I can't get the plug out of my left ear. Gr.
Well today I met up with Ray and others at cobbs. Then it was all gay. Then we went to Stoughton and it was gayer. We were suposed to go to a show but I didn't care cause it got canceled. And then we all went to McDonalds and it was fun.
I'm tired but I wanna watch the Boondock Saints.
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[11 Aug 2006|01:21am] |
Today me and Ray hung out at my house like the whole day. It was fun.
Then a little while ago Ray called me and told me he got kicked out of Justin's house. For good. They can't afford to have him there anymore. So Tricia drove him to Lori's, and I guess he's staying there. Idk why but I just couldn't stop crying in the car. He told me not to worry though. He's going to look for a job and shit. And he doesn't know if he can go to school next year. He also said he's never talking to his mom again. I just feel like shit about the whole thing. I'm wearing the ac/dc sweatshirt he gave me just cause its kinda comforting I guess.
I don't know what's going on tomorrow. I'm helping Tricia clean the room and then I don't know what. I want to see Ray, it sucks to see him so hurt.
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[08 Aug 2006|12:31am] |
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I'm pissed off. I've had a bad fucking day and Justin being a fucking dick all the time just pissed me off more. I'm fucking sick of him. And I'm kinda pissed at Ray but I want to talk to him, except I can't because Justin's a fucking dick. And Tricia's a bitch too. Fuck. I'm seriously about to punch Justin in the face.
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[04 Aug 2006|11:12am] |
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On Tuesday I went back to Plymouth with Ray <3. I stayed there till last night. It was fun. I'm so sad though, his family is gone now. Kathy was crying when she had to say bye to Ray. It made me so sad. But I'm glad they're moving back. I think it's better off that Ray lives with his family than Justin.
I don't know what I'm doing today. I might just sit at home all day. Hopefully not though. Tricia's getting me a dress today because I put it off till the day before the wedding. I can't wait for the wedding. Haha I wanna see Ray in a suit.
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[29 Jul 2006|01:27pm] |
Last night was the shit. At noon Rayand his mom dad and sisters picked me up at my house. We went to Plymouth and chilled. I smoked like way too many cigarettes. And Ray and me stayed up till like 7am. We walked on the beach at 2 in the morning. Then today me and him slept from like 7:30 ish till 10. Then we left. And got Marylous coffee. When Nick and Chris got picked up like the first thing that happened was Ray, Chris and Tori started fighting. It was kinda funny cause Nick is all yeah whatever. But yeah Ray might be getting his hair cut. I think I'll cry :(.
I wanna leave the house now. Blah.
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[27 Jul 2006|10:24pm] |
So yeah today I walked to Justins. Which is a long ass walk. Me and him went to Randolph and hung out with some cool kids. Me and Amy meow'd at cars. Fun times.
Ray told me that I could stay with his family for a night in Plymouth. I realllyyyy want to. That would be so much fun. Gahhhhh if I'm allowed to that would be the shit.
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[26 Jul 2006|07:38pm] |
Jill and I must go to warped together.
It's a fact.
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[24 Jul 2006|09:06pm] |
Things should really start being the way they used to be.
Like back in January I had so much fun all the time, and like everything is good, and now it's all fucked up. Me and Ray argue too much, I don't ever get to see Jill, and the some people who I hang out with like all the time are starting to annoy the shit out of me. Today was really fun then Sarah got all bitchy at Shawn and like ruined it.
Back then it was like Jill, Justin, Ray, and Me all the time. We never really had problems, it was just fun. Now everythings all like lkfdsajldsakjfdj.
Blah.
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[24 Jul 2006|10:12am] |
Yesterday I saw Jill and that like made my entire summer :)!!
I met up with her, Ray, Joe, and Justin at Messanger park. We hung around there and Justin's house for awhile. I totally sucked Jill's big dick! These chicks who I kinda know showed up and gave me the awesomest sunglasses ever. Then we went to cobbs and dicked around.
After Jill left, we went to Randolph, met up with Josh, then walked all the way up town basically for Wendy's, and for Justin and Ray to play one game of In The Groove. Then Joe, Ray, Justin and I went to Joe's house. I like obsessed over Cleo the cat, and then we stole balloons from a Jeep dealership at 11pm.
Yesterday was amazing.
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[22 Jul 2006|06:18am] |
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Seriously. Fuck being sick. I haven't slept in two days. I've barely eaten in two days. It hurts to breath, to drink, to eat, and to move. I'm so tired but I'm not and I'm sick of being home. FUCK THISSSSSSSSS.
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